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[02 Jun 2010|08:46pm]
COMPLETELY DISREGARD THIS POST - IT IS FOR A FRIEND TO SEE WHO DOES NOT HAVE A LIVEJOURNAL






“David! Get in here!”

Jeremy’s voice was loud and booming as it echoed through the previously silent house. David shivered as a chill passed up his spine, and a meek whimper escaped from the back of his throat. His trembling intensified as he opened the bedroom door and wandered out into the living room, holding both of his arms behind his back - one of his many nervous ticks.

“Y-Yes Jeremy?” he spoke finally, his voice soft and weak in comparison to Jeremy’s steady, confident voice. The older man glared at David from his seat on the couch and beckoned the boy over with his index finger.

“Look at me, you worthless rat!” Jeremy demanded, quickly standing to his feet and causing David to gasp in shock, covering his face immediately with his arms. Jeremy growled and stormed over to the shaking man, pulling his arms away from his face and pushing David up against the wall. “I said look at me!”

Not wanting to cause more trouble, David wearily glanced up at his boyfriend, seeing nothing but pure rage in his dark brown eyes. “S-sorry, Jeremy. I-I didn’t mean…” David’s apology was cut short as Jeremy punched him across his cheek at full force, and David instantly fell to the ground, nursing his cheek carefully.

“Don’t even talk to me, you little fuck! First you refuse to vacuum the living room, which I deliberately mentioned to you quite a few times, and then you choose to further defy my orders directly to my face! You’ll be lucky if you’re still breathing by the end of tonight!”

Without letting David respond, Jeremy hoisted the trembling boy up by his collar, dragging him into the bedroom and throwing him rather harshly to the ground. David groaned lightly in pain, having hit his wounded cheek upon collision with the wood floor. Jeremy smiled and gave David a hard kick in the ribs, feeling a sense of control when the younger man let out a cry.

“Does that hurt, David?” Jeremy taunted, while David writhed on the floor, breathing shallowly through his nose to refrain from irritating the pain in his ribs. Through the pain, he nodded slowly, knowing that failing to answer would only anger Jeremy farther.

“Good. Now get the fuck up and clean your disgusting blood off of the floor!”

David nodded obediently again, feeling his entire body shake as he tried to lift his weight up from the floor. Jeremy watched him struggle with a look of amusement on his face, and once the younger boy had gotten a solid stance on the floor, he was pushed back to the ground with intense force, cutting his forehead open on the edge of a dresser on his way down.

“And it better be done in the next five minutes.”

Jeremy spat at David’s feet and stormed out of the room, barely hearing the heartbreaking sobs from his boyfriend as he walked through the doorway.

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Slightly over an hour later, David had finished cleaning the blood from the floor as well as vacuuming the back rooms that he had forgotten to do earlier. Jeremy had not come in to check on David since the last incident, clearly forgetting his own threat, and had fallen asleep on the couch with the TV blaring. David carefully walked out of their shared bedroom, and tiptoed into the living room and over to the couch where Jeremy lay asleep.

David debated over whether or not to wake the slumbering man, and finally decided that he would personally prefer to let his boyfriend sleep - perhaps it would give him the night free from Jeremy’s loose fist.

Quietly, David grabbed the fallen fleece blanket from the floor and made sure it lightly hugged Jeremy’s body to keep the man warm, and then bent down to place a light kiss to the older man’s forehead.

“I l-love you, J-Jeremy.”

“Stop stuttering, you disgusting rat. Sleep on the floor tonight, as punishment for even considering leaving me on this itchy couch.” Came Jeremy’s angry response, nearly startling David out of his own skin, and the blond hummed in acknowledgement as he curled up in a ball on the hard, cold wood floor.

“Goodnight, David.”

David was silent for a few minutes, feeling tears well behind his bruised eyes again. He swallowed back a wave of sobs and merely sniffed, shivering as the cold air hit his arms.

“Goodnight, J-Jeremy.”

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“Wake the fuck up, David!”

David’s eyes flew open the second Jeremy spat those harsh words, and he instantly uncurled himself from the ball he had formed to keep his own body heat overnight. He nervously looked up at Jeremy and felt a chill run down his spine at the icy glare he received in return.

“I’m gonna make you wish you were never given a chance at life.”

David’s eyes widened with shock, hardly registering the words before he was ripped up from the floor by his hair. “J-Jeremy why-?”

“Shut the fuck up!”

Jeremy threw David’s body against the wall with extreme force, causing the smaller man to yell out in pain. The noise only angered Jeremy more though, and he pulled David back only to slam him against the wall again. “I said to shut the fuck up!”

David gasped quietly, his vision blurry from the force on his skull. Jeremy grabbed the blond’s neck, squeezing his windpipe violently.

“You don’t deserve the breathe the same air as me. You’re disgusting, filthy!” Jeremy spat as David’s body shook within his grasp. He squeezed harder, finding the color receding from David’s face a calm sort of amusement.

“That’s a good way to shut you up, huh? I’ll have to remember this from now on.”

Tears rolled rapidly down David’s face, traveling lower to hit Jeremy’s hands on his neck. The older man scoffed and let David’s neck free, laughing as the blond fell to the floor wracked with painful coughs as he tried to fill his lungs with air. After a few seconds, he managed to regain his breath and he looked up at Jeremy with nothing but innocent confusion in his eyes.

“Wh-what did I d-do?” David questioned quietly, absentmindedly wiping the blood from his forehead as he kept a steady eye on his boyfriend. Jeremy growled at him, grabbing a fistful of his hair and thrusting him upwards.

“You forgot to make me breakfast.”

David’s blood ran cold at the simple statement, causing goosebumps to litter his smooth skin. He looked up at Jeremy sadly, choking back a sob.

“I-I’m so s-sorry. I d-deserve this.”

“Yes you do. You also deserve this,” Jeremy threw David down onto the floor, then kicked him twice in the ribs and once in the face as the boy sobbed in pain. “Now stop that ugly stuttering and go make me some damn food!”

David coughed in response, feeling too much pain in his body to move even the slightest bit. Every heartbeat sent a pulse of pain to all of his sore areas. Carefully, he lifted up his arm and cried out, making Jeremy scoff.

“Do I have to do everything, David?” Following his question, Jeremy grabbed David’s arm, violently pulling the blond to his feet. David leaned into Jeremy’s warm body and let out a dry sob, muttering a light apology into his boyfriend’s neck.

“You see, is that so bad, love?”

David shook his head, savoring the slight reprieve he was being granted. He felt Jeremy’s soft lips press against the wound on his forehead and he smiled, grabbing the older man’s arms.

“I love you David, you just need to learn how to listen. You know that right?”

“Y-Yes. I l-love you too, J-Jeremy.”

Jeremy smiled, petting David’s hair back away from the blood on his face before placing a gentle kiss on the younger man’s lips.

“I think I’m craving some eggs, how about you, David?”

David nodded gently, staggering as he tried to keep his balance and limit his pain. “I t-think that sounds w-wonderful.”
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[20 Feb 2010|03:54pm]
Hey guys!!! OMFG! I was just going through my old livejournals and I found this one!! I can't believe I let this one go :( my new one is totally not as cool.

I was reading comments and entries and I can't believe it...I really miss some of you guys a whole lot! The last time I posted on here, before I said that I had switched journals, I think I was 16! I'm 18 now, so it hasn't been too long, but most of you have known me since I was just 14. Its so..WOW to think about.


This journal has obviously been dead for....two years now XD but...if someone manages to actually see this on a friends page or something...please leave me a comment! PLEASE! I want to like..catch up haha.

Jessica
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Moved : fentonxprincess [29 Jul 2008|01:23pm]
Hey guys! it's been a ton of fun here on my journal, but the time has come to switch journals! I've had this name almost six years now, so it's getting quite old. Also, I barely update here anymore. I started a new journal just to pretty much start over on livejournal.


So all of my wonderful friends who have been with me throughout the years, I really love and appreciate you, and if anyone wants to keep up with me, I will be at

fentonxprincess

Remember: Its a new me. I'll be updating more often, commenting more often, and I'll be more active, I promise.

The new journal is friends locked, so please leave a comment to be added!

fentonxprincess
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[23 Mar 2008|04:46pm]
Hey guys. Sorry I haven't updated in like...seven million years? Yeah..that long!

Lots of shit has happened. I broke up with Patrick, which you guys probably didn't even know I was dating because I never mentioned it..but we dated for a while. Things just weren't working out, though. It's sad, but I'm going to have to get over it.

My dog...well a few posts down I mentioned he had cancer..yeah he died about three weeks ago. I'm STILL torn to pieces about it. That was my baby. I miss him terribly. I would give a lot to get him back.

I'm doing better in school. My grades are up a bit.

Uhm...I might be getting a children's book I wrote published. That's exciting.

Psht...I want to say thats it. Oh, and I'm one of those nerds that has been counting down the days to Panic's new album. Tuesday. Its close, and I'm superexcited.

...that's it. Haha. Watch, I'll think of something else in like five seconds...

So how is everyone doing? Well I hope. I'm fairly decent I guess. HAPPY EASTER!
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[15 Oct 2007|10:35am]
I'm falling for my Gay friend.








And I suck at life.
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[06 Oct 2007|04:48pm]
Sorry I've been a fuck with updating. I've been like extremely busy lately and life isn't slowing down. School sucks, life in general is sucking pretty much.

I went to the football game last night. It was a lot of fun. More fun than I've had in a while. The band played a whole "Nightmare Before Christmas" show at halftime. It was really cool. We got creamed though...uehgeuguehg....the score was 57 - 3. Us being three. LMFAO


ughh I forgot something, now there's Jacob...the new guy I like. He's taken. And he was there (duh he plays football haha) so like..ugh..and his g/f is a cheerleader who just so happened to cheer right in front of me. It was horrid. Really horrid. But hey, whatever lmfao. If I think about it, I'll only be more upsetting. Then I went back to my friend's house and slept there. It was a lot of fun.

I GOT MY THRID HOLES IN MY EARS TODAY! So now I have regular piercings, seconds, thirds, and one cartilage yay. I go to get my other cartilage in a month. I'm excited.


And my dog is doing well on his medicine. I'm really happy. I still understand that he doesn't have a lot of time left but we are doing everything in our power to make him happy and live out his last months really well.

So yeah, sorry I've been really lame with updating, I'll try and get better with that :D
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[20 Sep 2007|08:39pm]
He does have cancer with the expectancy of only a month or less. My parents are at the vet right now to see how much chemo costs, how far along he is, and if it's worth getting chemo.

My heart is so broken that it's not even there anymore. This is my baby, the little puppy I've had for the past eight years, since he was only six weeks old and even before that. Samuel Louis Christopher.



God I hope he'll be okay with the chemo.









In other news, I've been doing SOOO much work for Invisible Children it's not even funny. There are still things I've yet to do, a TON but I've done a lot. So far I've given two speeches to a few of my classes and I've gotten the word out that my friend and I are accepting donations to send to Invisible Children who will in turn send the donations to Uganda. Food, Blanket, Toy, Medical Supply, School Supply, Water, Clothing, and Money donations are all accepted and we make NO profit from anything, it all goes to Uganda.

I'm so passionate about those poor people. There is so much more I have to spring into action to do, but I really can't list them all because there are soooo fucking many.



Those are the two biggest things in my life right now.

Great, huh?
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[16 Sep 2007|06:12pm]
I went to the vet with my dog today. After worrying if he has cancer.



There's a 90% chance or more that he has cancer.


We get the test results in the middle of the week, but the vet said she's almost positive it's cancer.







I'll die with him, I really fucking will.




I've been listening to Panic! At The Disco a lot lately, trying to cheer myself up. It worked until today. This is just stuff I can't handle.


Help guys, just help.
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[09 Sep 2007|10:58am]
I wanted a new way to style my hair, but I wanted it to be "up" and out of my face a little bit.

My mom and I decided that this was really the only way I could wear it "up" and "down" at the same time without it looking really bad or it covering my ears. I'll be totally honest, since I got my second ear piercing I wanted to show it off a bit, and the two different ways I wear my hair, you can't see them at ALL. I bought like a whole bunch of different colored studs yesterday and the only reason I want to show them off is because I can now have matching colors for seasons/holidays/months/what i'm wearing lmfaoo and I want them to be seen but anyway, I need to know if you think it looks okay... cause I don't like it so much but some other people kinda do and idk if I honestly want to step out in public looking like this..


Don't be afraid to say it sucks. I'm a big girl.
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Thanks for the opinions guys!
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[14 Aug 2007|08:13pm]
Ugh I want to write a collab with someone, but no one wants to write one that is Drake and Josh themed.


I'm sad.
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[28 Jul 2007|11:01am]
Babysat yesterday. Didn't turn out great. I made forty dollars when i was only supposed to make twenty, but that was only because thier dog attacked me and bit the shit outta my hand. It hurt soooooooo bad. please dont mind any spelling or grammatical errors in this, i'm typing with my bad hand as well, and it hurts lol.


But i have huge holes in my hand. my parents wanted me to get stitches but im okay i guess. yeah they are big holes and they hurt like the fucking worst ever, but i hate needles so i can deal with this lol. they haven't stopped bleeding yet but it's okay. we're getting them bandaged up. the pizza guy that came was the reason the dog bit me. he rang the doorbell and when i answered teh door i put my hand n the knob and the dog took a nice bite right off of my hand. pizza guy was a sweetie and he helped me inside to clean it out.


luckily the house i was at was only like four houses away from my own :) I can barely use this hand, it hurts like a bitch to type so I shold probably go now.


Going to charleston for the weekend...I won't have use of a computer till tomorrow night.


leave love anyway :) cause I love you guys. once i have use of my hand back, which could be awhile...i'll comment om ur posts.

i better go. hand is killing me...and its hard to type, i can only use the one and a half fingers that didn't get bit..aha.... stupid dog.




love ya..


jess
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[21 Jul 2007|09:10am]
Ughh. I've been so tired lately and I've been sleeping just fine. Idk what's wrong with me :/ lol


I played Zelda Twilight Princess last night, got pissed off....lol....then got stuck....got more pissed off....shut the game off...And Clay was nice enough to read me a walk through when he called lol. So then I wasn't mad anymore.



He's coming over tomorrow and I can barely wait. I haven't seen him in a little over a week and I miss him so much :(


I've been dying to write something lately but I haven't had any inspiration... :/ I have this great idea but hell if I'll be able to write it.

And now I'm listening to Good Charlotte. Ew. I think the world may be ending. And What's even more gross is that I'm actually enjoying it somewhat. huh. Oh well, I'll take it in while I'm enjoying it lol.

Do I happen to, by chance, have any Zelda obsessed fans here that would like to chat with me about some stuff? :P I'll love you forevs if you do :D


Well that's it.
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[20 Jul 2007|04:38pm]
I just read the Harry Potter spoilers. for the last book.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. *heart is broken*
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[15 Jul 2007|10:29am]
Bleh I'm all sick and all...this sucks big time I hate being sick.



I never get sick, so when I do it hits me hard.






PSHT.



*I'm gonna borrow Dr. Patrick from my icon for a bit. I'd love to use him...*



:P
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[13 Jul 2007|11:01am]
Some birthday pictures!


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That was an awesome day. I made one thousand dollars in total and got lots of neat gifts. Cried a lot lol. I still have some awesome balloons that decided to live this long hanging in my room. A big huge smile face balloon with a party hat and a big pink balloon with the disney princesses on them *case i'm obsessed with disney lol* and it sings happy birthday when you tap it. Then some sweet sixteen balloons and a happy birthday jessica one.


I love all of my stuff. i'm really kinda sad its all over.






Now I just have to set some money aside to go see FOB in fall and I think I have everything I could ever ask for.


I've never had all of that family together in one place before. It was so amazing. I love my family ♥





:D
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So uhm...happy birthday to me? [06 Jul 2007|08:34am]
It's my birthday today.


Officially, at 3:33 PM, I, Jessica Christopher, will be 16. AND ITS ABOUT TIME. I'm like the last one to turn sixteen out of all of my friends :/ lol



So I already know what my sister got me, since I was there when they were bought. She got me the FOB DOLLS :) Not individually, the whole four set.

I've yet to see what my parents have gotten me. I won't know until my mom comes home later from work. But I can wait, I'm not that impatient. :)


And uh...my huge sweet sixteen party is tomorrow. IM EXCITED


ttyl!
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[27 Jun 2007|03:23pm]
I had a girl's night out last night. Jessika, Carley, and I spent the night at Carley's house...and when three crazy girls spend time together...guess what happens. ODD PICTURES



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So yeah, that was my night out. Lol. I slept on the most comfortable couch EVER.

Anyway, I guess that's it. haha. Nothing interesting. :/ I'm kinda in a down mood today and my mom doesn't come home for a while :( ruff.
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[22 Jun 2007|06:29pm]
Hey guys.


:/


I'm in a really shitty mood and I don't even know why.



Someone cheer me up? Please? I'm desperate for any form of "cheering up-ness"


Thanks.
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[20 Jun 2007|06:59pm]
So let's pretty much recap everything now. I don't have ALLLLLLLL of the pictures, but I have enough to make an actual real entry about the concert now. HAHA a week later ;)

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So yeah, the full story. It's about time, huh? :D
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More Fob Pics! [19 Jun 2007|07:31pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Here are some more pictures from the concert. THERE ARE STILL MORE TO COME FROM THESE!!


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Well that's it for now. There will be more soonish I guess. And some videos too :D


*Jess

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